My Toxic Trait…

My toxic trait? I face everything on my own and don't admit I need help because i'd rather struggle than burden other people with my problems.

It’s Sad How…

It's sad how the people you were once so close with can become just another stranger you don't know.

Pretending You’re Okay…

Pretending you're okay is easier than having to explain to everyone why you're not.

The Person That…

The person that looks out for everybody is always alone when they need somebody.

If You Push…

If you push me away, I promise you, you won't find me where you left me. My heart is big, but not big enough to deal with people, who decide to love me when it's convenient for them.

The Worst Pain…

The worst pain is getting hurt by a person you explained your pain to.

One Of The…

One of the hardest pulls I've had to swallow was realizing I meant nothing to people that meant a lot to me.

Have You Ever…

Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces?

You Don’t Know…

You don't know pain until you're staring at yourself in the mirror with tears streaming down your face and you're begging yourself to just hold on and be strong. That is pain.

If You Remember…

If you remember anything of me, after I leave this world, remember that I loved even when it was foolish. That I cared even when it was unwanted. When my body is gone, remember my heart.

Having A Good…

Have a good cry. Wash out your heart. If you keep it inside, it'll tear you apart.

I’m Toxic To…

I'm toxic to myself. The person I love can stab me 100 times and i'll convince myself that I understand why they acted the way they did.

My Heart Breaks…

My heart breaks for anyone who lays in bed at night and wonders why they weren't enough for the one person they would give the world to. That shit ruins you.

If She Flinches…

If she flinches when you put your arms around her, someone's hands weren't so sweet. If she often questions you, someone else lied. If she doesn't tell you think, someone else betrayed her trust. Behind every complicated woman scared to love, is one that's tired of being broken.

It Bugs Me…

It bugs me when people are unnecessarily mean. Like, you didn't have to make that comment. You could have just kept your mouth shut and left that person not feeling bad about themselves. What do you gain from making someone else feel like shit? nothing of substance. Maybe a fleeting moment of power but that's gone as soon as it comes so why? there's enough unhappiness in the world without you adding to it.

I Really Don’t…

I really don't talk to anybody how I used to. All that friend shit faded when I realized people only love you when it's beneficial.

I’m The Girl…

I'm the girl that's trying to be happy again, but can't because everything is so broken that she doesn't know where to start.

Dad What I’d…

Dad what i'd give, if I could say "hello dad" in the same old way. To hear his voice and see his smile, to sit with him and char for a while. So if your father is still here, cherish him with care, for you'll never know the heartache until you see his empty chair I miss my dad

Sometimes You Don’t…

Sometimes you don't realize how fucked up someone treated you until you're explaining it to someone else.

I Have A…

I have a bad habit of isolating when I am sad or depressed. Part of it is I don't want to drain happiness of those around me or burden them with my problems. Another part is cause my mental state is fragile and I don't need any more negativity to make me feel worse than I do.